Thatguywhopostsrandomshit: Dude, SAME. I was so FUCKING passionate about music and art and politics and…just…LIFE at the start of high school. You remember me, back when we were in a band, and I was happy almost all the time and got REALLY into my music every time we played and…that doesn’t happen anymore. Four years of high school has destroyed my motivation and passion. Today, for the first time in AWHILE, I played guitar really loud and ACTUALLY headbanged and got really into it…that’s a rare thing now, and it’s really sad, but I can’t do jack shit about it because all passion has been sucked from me by the school system.
slowly-sinking-ships: Im finally finding my way back into writing and reading again, and I did a bunch of art I didn't absolutely hate yesterday. So im getting my passion for living back. Im finally at a happy, whole, independent point in my life. I just wish I didn't have to *re*gain that. I was rad as a kid. I want to have never lost that.
thatguywhopostsrandomshit: (oh shit, this chat idea was smart, good thinking) Well I'm glad you're getting back into writing and reading :D At the same time, I'm getting back into guitar and dancing :) After the last rave, it was like my whole world opened up...it was weird. I suddenly had that oh-my-god-it's-my-first-rave feeling all over again and just went NUTS and I fucking SANG THAT NIGHT. LOUDLY. A LOT. AND I WAS GOOD. It was then that I realized how much I'd changed/slipped, and I really wanted to start getting my old passion/freedom back
